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Name: Bethany
State: Tennessee
Birthday: 3/14/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: MUSIC!! Thank you Lord for creating such an amazing thing and musicians like Howie Day, John Mayer and Graham Colton and bands like Flickerstick, Sugarcult, Yellowcard, Underoath and Muse.
Expertise: Breaking guitar strings
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Entertainment


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Member Since: 10/19/2004

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Thursday, February 24, 2005

Currently Playing
About a Burning Fire
By Blindside
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Hey people that want to know about my life....(I've been praying lately that I have more of a positive attitude..so here I go...)

Midterms are now over.

Spring break starts next weekend. I'm going to Florida or somewhere south by beach. As of now it's Shane, Chrissy, Ray and I that are going...perhaps Lee..maybe a little late for that....Anywho...we relaly don't know what we're doing or where we're going to stay...I want to go camping that would be awesome!!!! I especially can't wait to see Chrissy....HECK YES!!

Easter break I'm flying home with Shane, well...to his home. Our tickets were really cheap, only like $160 round trip. I've never been to MD...and I've never met his parents...should be awesome.

I miss my family a lot...my sister was going to come visit this week...but she couldn't get off work. DANGIT. I can't wait to get back and live in the same house with all them again. I miss my older brother. Have the last 2 years! I'm only going to be able to live in the same house with him for like 2 months this summer cause he's gettin married in aug. I'm happy for him.

I've written 3 new songs as of late. i actually like them. I really hope I get some recording done. One I'd like to do with a band...that was ken's idea...I like it. The ensemble bands at school just started a few of my songs...hope that goes well. I'm excited to hear the end products.

i miss you too joy!!! Sorry I'm never talking online..stupid school...

Alexis you're freaking sweaty...

heart you all...class time...


Saturday, January 01, 2005

So I'm in St. Louis....
Actually had a great night.....hung out with some kids from school and played poker till 5 am....it was great......ah yes
Sunday it's back to school...yay.....kinda...we'll see
sleep is good...talk to yall lata


Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Currently Playing
Middle of Nowhere
By Hanson
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I'm home!.........but only for another day. Break was grand. Saw a lot of friends, but did a lot of nothing. I didn't get to sleep as much as I would have liked cause my little sisters thought it funny to see how early they could get me up each morning by thowing things at me. Fun stuff...

Christmas is done...crazy! Every year we say the same thing...it takes forever to prepare for and it's done withing 24 hours. It was a blessed one though. NOT a single bit of family drama. Thank you Lord for that.

I'm over the planning for me brothers wedding. If there is one thing I'm ready to get away from  by going back to TN, it's that. Today I had to go get fitted for dresses....not so much fun. I think everyone is going to wear comfy pants and hoddies in my wedding...

Goodbye for now..miss you all from school...love you

 


Saturday, December 11, 2004

Currently Playing
From the Muddy Banks of Wishka
By Nirvana
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Sorry it's been a while (Chrissy)...but I always push writing on this off to the next hour or day and then it just doesn't happen. Life is good.....once again. LOTS of changes....LOTS and LOTS of changes. It's going to be strange going home for christmas....5 more days till freedom. Finals are killing me...oh well.
Strangely...through all of this...uptighness....or what should be...I'm really not anxious. I'm just..........happy....lately.
Didn't end up going to NYC...couldn't get out of some other plans...oh well...I'm thinking that a road trip would be super over spring break. Perhaps then I'll have some more money as well for a trip. Hope everyone is having fun...or had fun in NYC though.....Chrissy I miss you!
late,
Bethany


Monday, December 06, 2004

Amidst this trial, I can't help but picture Peter as he is walking on the water with the Lord (Matthew 14). As soon as his gaze falls off his Master, he starts to sink and cries, "Lord, save me!"
Ashamed...I admit, I have been Peter. My gaze has been on MYself and MY plan, for MY life, for far too long and I have been sinking. Somehow I thought I could settle the fear that's been in my heart for quite some time, all by myself. I wasn't listening to my Master. I was asking for Him to guide me in what to do, but wasn't willing to follow. Now I am crying "Lord, save me!". I am no longer confused and unsettled, but relieved, for I know He has heard my cry. Our extremities are the Lord's opportunities to show His faithfulness to us. Immediately Jesus reached out His hand and caught Peter. He has also pulled me into His arms. He is my comfort and my stregnth has been renewed!

Ps...Thank you, Jesus, for my dear sisters and brothers in Christ! You all have been awesome. Thank you for being my support in offering prayer for me and not a pity party!



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